Assumera Thoughts

Nakakamangha talaga kung gaano ka assumera ang puso. As in konting tabi lang, konting stare lang, konting pag iingat lang at pagsabay..ang thoughts na kaagad ay.."Yes, finally! He's the one!" (when I say konti as in "konti" lang yun ah) HAHAHA! Nakakatawa na lang na nakakainis minsan ang puso. So deceitful.

 Buti na lang I heard a teaching  about clarity . When I say "I heard", hindi ko pa masasabing I learned it but I'm trying. It defining the relationship in your heart right away.

When we say "Clarity", sabi sa dictionary,  it's "Free from obscurity and easy to understand; the comprehensibility of clear expression"  Ano daw? Ah basta, paglilinaw yan. Sino ba ng maglilinaw kung ano bang meron sa inyong dalawa? Si Man ba? kailangan mo ba syang i confront agad agad? ay grabe...or baka naman...  ikaw?


Ikaw na yun girl. :)


Make it CLEAR in your heart and mind. We are brothers and sisters. We are friends. So NORMAL lang yun na mabait sya sa yo noh! Wag isipin na defrauding dahil ..well, magkapatid kayo in faith  at pag may Jesus naman talaga sa heart eh mga magiging gentlemen talaga sila di ba? Ang problema lang talaga ang puso.

Ask yourself, puso na longing for attention and love pa rin ba ang meron ka? Insecure pa rin teh? Wala nang purity sa intention? Naku we have a problem if mukhang Yes ang sagot. Because supposedly kay Jesus pa lang overflowing ka na! Pakikandado ang puso  o! Paki surrender kay Lord!


Everytime I would be tempted to assume tapos most of the time I would fight the assumera thougths  with something destructive like  " ay MALABO  paano naman mag magkaka gusto sa akin yan..blah blah blah eh  I'm like this and  like that.. so wala ito wala ito", nakakadown promise. Di ba????

Hala bakit ganito pa din yung heart ko? Hindi ko pa din ba na oovercome ito? In the midst of assumera and nega scary thoughts.. I would be reminded of one name though...


Jesus.


I would smile and feel kilig all over. Yep yep. Sya talaga ngayon ang panglaban ko kapag lumiliko ng landas ang puso ko. Sobrang at peace lang and I love it. Paano ba naman kasi yung love Nya hindi mo na kailangan I assume lang because it's so so so so so  REAL. Instead of nega thoughts ng identity ang ipanglaban, I would be reminded of how he restored me, of how enthralled He is with my beauty (naks). Ginawa ka na nga ni Lord, He died for you pa. So girl, you're beautiful twice over! Yun, then magiging secured na ulit. My cup overflows. Blush on! Toinks, you just  really need to be reminded. One more time!


Jesus.


High five girl. Kaya mo yan! Guard lang ng guard ng puso. One day, your  MOG will tell you clearly his intention. Pero habang walang sinasabe eh..WALA LANG YAN FRIEND. Move on move on na hah? Oh isa pa..



Jesus.


Yun. Feeling Prinsesa na ulit ang lola mo. :)