Remember my blog entry entitled "Go Ahead"? (If not, it's here ) Basically, I went to work and still have my injection at the same day (what-a-favor!) That happened in the month of January alongside with the Cat scratch incident and all.
Anyway, I also wrote there the consequences of missing work. That includes the risk of losing a chance in becoming the Best Teacher and go to South Korea (wow di ba? Actually this is one of my faith goals this year,so faith kung faith!) I know it'll happen eventually (because of God's grace) pero in my mind, it'll be in months like June, July etc. Basta matagal pa. Thus, it's very far from my mind.
One morning, I was so sleepy (I usually wake up at 3AM) and so tired when I log in on our site. I read a post in the community. I literally screamed and nagising when I realized that I am actually the Best Teacher for January.
Best Teacher? Me? Waaah! Ang nasabi ko lang talaga kay Daddy (God) at that moment was "Agad, agad?" Grabe ang amazing Nya! Who would've thought that my faith goal for the year would be answered in the same month that prayed and fasted for it (Fight 2014, thanks prayer partners!) ?
He really got a different timeline. As my friend Dyna would say "Alam talaga ni Daddy kung kailan sweet."
Here comes February though.
Let's say today is the awarding ceremony for the Best Teachers. I was so happy and all, but the next day, guess what happened? I'm late (that's one of the worst things that could happen) . I don't know the purpose but I know I just gotta trust Him. There, I got my first memo. Would they still someone na may memo?
March. I started with my part time. So basically, from 3AM - 9:30 PM of MWFs, I'm awake. A challenging month again. It's really a fight against fatigue and all. I don't think I performed well. Thus the thought of being the Best Teacher again, I pretty much "Let it go".
But then, I will be reminded that my confidence is not in myself, it's in Him. In fact, it's Him. Thus I'll be hopeful again and again and again.
One night, while I'm teaching, my friend kept on coming to my station. I can't talk to her right away of course. After class I hastily asked her the matter. I think she said "Congrats Ycsiieeee! Best Teacher ulit!!"
I was like "Whaaaat?"
"It's You. It's You. This could only be You!"
April though.
I received the result of my quarterly evaluation. I failed (because of the late and memo). My SL (Section Leader) said it's pretty ironic -the Best Teacher yet a failure in the evaluation. I'm honestly sad about it but when I actually read her comment about my performance, I ended up being so grateful. She said, "She's relatively new but she managed to be the Best Teacher twice because of her remarkable teaching skill, patience and bubbly disposition..."
At the back on my mind though, I know that it's only because of Him who planned it all. I know this could only be Him.
Would they still choose someone na failure sa evaluation? Will I really go to Korea this year?
One day, I'll post about my trip.(claiming it na) :)
Anyway, I also wrote there the consequences of missing work. That includes the risk of losing a chance in becoming the Best Teacher and go to South Korea (wow di ba? Actually this is one of my faith goals this year,so faith kung faith!) I know it'll happen eventually (because of God's grace) pero in my mind, it'll be in months like June, July etc. Basta matagal pa. Thus, it's very far from my mind.
One morning, I was so sleepy (I usually wake up at 3AM) and so tired when I log in on our site. I read a post in the community. I literally screamed and nagising when I realized that I am actually the Best Teacher for January.
Best Teacher? Me? Waaah! Ang nasabi ko lang talaga kay Daddy (God) at that moment was "Agad, agad?" Grabe ang amazing Nya! Who would've thought that my faith goal for the year would be answered in the same month that prayed and fasted for it (Fight 2014, thanks prayer partners!) ?
He really got a different timeline. As my friend Dyna would say "Alam talaga ni Daddy kung kailan sweet."
Here comes February though.
Let's say today is the awarding ceremony for the Best Teachers. I was so happy and all, but the next day, guess what happened? I'm late (that's one of the worst things that could happen) . I don't know the purpose but I know I just gotta trust Him. There, I got my first memo. Would they still someone na may memo?
March. I started with my part time. So basically, from 3AM - 9:30 PM of MWFs, I'm awake. A challenging month again. It's really a fight against fatigue and all. I don't think I performed well. Thus the thought of being the Best Teacher again, I pretty much "Let it go".
But then, I will be reminded that my confidence is not in myself, it's in Him. In fact, it's Him. Thus I'll be hopeful again and again and again.
One night, while I'm teaching, my friend kept on coming to my station. I can't talk to her right away of course. After class I hastily asked her the matter. I think she said "Congrats Ycsiieeee! Best Teacher ulit!!"
I was like "Whaaaat?"
"It's You. It's You. This could only be You!"
April though.
I received the result of my quarterly evaluation. I failed (because of the late and memo). My SL (Section Leader) said it's pretty ironic -the Best Teacher yet a failure in the evaluation. I'm honestly sad about it but when I actually read her comment about my performance, I ended up being so grateful. She said, "She's relatively new but she managed to be the Best Teacher twice because of her remarkable teaching skill, patience and bubbly disposition..."
At the back on my mind though, I know that it's only because of Him who planned it all. I know this could only be Him.
Would they still choose someone na failure sa evaluation? Will I really go to Korea this year?
One day, I'll post about my trip.(claiming it na) :)
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