When I was in college, I used to dream of having my own laptop and write and write and write and write and write. Akala ko lagi na akong makakapagsulat kapag ganun, but I was wrong. I'm employed now and I can write everytime there's a break. If only I'm braver...
My topic has only been like this for years. It seems that I didn't overcome my fear of writing. I'm so afraid of failing, of rejection, of my subject-verb agreement or to lack of coherence. I'm so afraid, I'm so lazy. I'm simply missing the point and the one that I really love to do became so meaningless. I hate this, I don't know why I'm still like this, though I know by faith that I'm in Christ.
I'm in a perfect love.
Could it be, perfect love drives out fear? I will just continue to believe and to hold on. My King is at work in me. He's molding me. Sometimes, I would have the tendency to be impatient or to lose hope if I could really write regulary and excellently. I can just feel His comfort now while I'm having these thoughts.
Could it be, He can speak while I'm writing? Faith is rising. I will not give up. I pray to write about Him and the words will find it's meaning. 14:30 approaching.
My topic has only been like this for years. It seems that I didn't overcome my fear of writing. I'm so afraid of failing, of rejection, of my subject-verb agreement or to lack of coherence. I'm so afraid, I'm so lazy. I'm simply missing the point and the one that I really love to do became so meaningless. I hate this, I don't know why I'm still like this, though I know by faith that I'm in Christ.
I'm in a perfect love.
Could it be, perfect love drives out fear? I will just continue to believe and to hold on. My King is at work in me. He's molding me. Sometimes, I would have the tendency to be impatient or to lose hope if I could really write regulary and excellently. I can just feel His comfort now while I'm having these thoughts.
Could it be, He can speak while I'm writing? Faith is rising. I will not give up. I pray to write about Him and the words will find it's meaning. 14:30 approaching.
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