Courageous

Courage. They said that you have that when though you have fear, you still go anyway.

This morning, I'm caught in the midst of a dilemma: To be an audience at a TV program and have that opportunity to finally have an OJT  or go to school, visit or group alone the lab high kids and the college of education friends.

Pretty tough huh? since His will is what we desire. I find it hard to discern. But He speaks in different way really...I heard the song "I Choose Jesus" thus, somehow, I thought, He wants me to choose the later options. But as time goes by...that desire is fading and doubts and fears started to say hi to me.


I really that feeling earlier. Scared of maybe letting an opportunity go..
what if..I'm wrong with my perception?

That's the time I read my Bible. I'm currently reading the book of Acts. And it was stated there about not giving up meeting together. Wow. Really, He wants me to go to my groups today. Confirmed with the Word!

But I felt sleepy, and really slept.

Before I know it, it's past 3pm. I texted the kids if they are available, sadly, there's no reply. :(
I'm also sad that my co-missionaries (naks) are not coming. I really get discouraged!!!!

I don't know..
I just move. Breathe in. I'll still go to the CoEd VG.




COURAGE.




We have a really wonderful time together. I paryed for them and it's very much rewarding. I even receive a feedback from one of the girls!!! Here it goes:

"haha saya ng lifebox kanina. Haha weiw....guard your heart....."


Yes almost all of them have heart issue, I mean relationship issue with the opposite gender. I'm very much thankful that Daddy enabled me to be there and so does providing the wisdom for instant sharing about love life, being His princess and IT"S STILL NOT THE SEASON FOR THEM. Bata pa sila! hahaha



It's revealed to me that growing more and more in Him is really a glorious experience , most especially we you got to share and help others.


This day ended in a very funny note.

I went with a sister in faith at her aunt's birthday party. I'm so glad to make her joyful today:) She's really nice! It's pretty much strange for me (I have NBSB !) though to be paired with someone I just met  (the Filipino concept "reto"). The mom is the one getting my number! imagine!!!


Daddy revealed to me that I must be excited also to meet the family of my MOG :) (Man of God) and indeed, I'm so excited now, that I already prayed for them, especially my mother-in-law. HAHA. It would be wonderful to have a great relationship with her. To cook with her and all :)

I also realized that it's rewarding (very much) to be secured in Christ and to know my value. I got that God-given confidence which hindered me to be timid like I used to be.


Wow. By going, you really don't know the surprises coming.

Courageous, that's ought we we're to be.