Monday, March 28, 2011

It's been so called..

my thoughts are swirling right now..


have you noticed?it always been like this..i always write when I don't really know what to write about,mostly..rushing blahs..and blahs..I would write "I don't really know"and there are times like this that i'm hating it.


unwell,my bad feeling have been existing for a week now...my head is heavy..so does my whole spirit.

Where would I start then?
okay,on the miraculous existence again of my uncle that we lost our contact for about 12 long years...I'm just what,6/7 when I last heard anything about him?yes.Just like any miracles,it is indeed unexpected..

he added me up on facebook,commented on my status,I send him my number,he called me (but I'm on class) so I gave my brother's number..he called that night,we talked..while I'm on the floor. Basically, because,I can't believe my then childhood daydream(yes,it was) is somehow happening!!!!!!you know,I'm doing my best to study really hard (at least I think so),though I only have 400 Pesos to spare for a week (200 for the fare,200 for paying school projects and all),I almost had a debt for almost all my friends,and theres some that I can't even repay for months now..
my Granny keeps and keeps of saying that my second year would be my last year(and then I would cry so hard-stopping is what would make me breakdown.REALLY)YOU HAVE THE ENDLESS CABBAGE AND EGGS FOR SIX DAYS...

and it's okay...nakakapag-aral naman ako.



well,you get the idea..so,having him around,wow!indeed,is some kind of a miracle or something.Is this God's grace for me (for I know I don't deserve this)?my hopes are as high as heaven I think.

my brother could finally go to college
I would have a net book (as he said so)


I texted him if he could support my college as well,but for two days I doesn't get any reply.
Was that phone call real?is my childhood daydream indeed is happening?


I'll post when I found out,please pray for me...
I hardly need it,now that it's official,my granny wouldn't support my study next semester...



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Monday, March 28, 2011

It's been so called..

my thoughts are swirling right now..


have you noticed?it always been like this..i always write when I don't really know what to write about,mostly..rushing blahs..and blahs..I would write "I don't really know"and there are times like this that i'm hating it.


unwell,my bad feeling have been existing for a week now...my head is heavy..so does my whole spirit.

Where would I start then?
okay,on the miraculous existence again of my uncle that we lost our contact for about 12 long years...I'm just what,6/7 when I last heard anything about him?yes.Just like any miracles,it is indeed unexpected..

he added me up on facebook,commented on my status,I send him my number,he called me (but I'm on class) so I gave my brother's number..he called that night,we talked..while I'm on the floor. Basically, because,I can't believe my then childhood daydream(yes,it was) is somehow happening!!!!!!you know,I'm doing my best to study really hard (at least I think so),though I only have 400 Pesos to spare for a week (200 for the fare,200 for paying school projects and all),I almost had a debt for almost all my friends,and theres some that I can't even repay for months now..
my Granny keeps and keeps of saying that my second year would be my last year(and then I would cry so hard-stopping is what would make me breakdown.REALLY)YOU HAVE THE ENDLESS CABBAGE AND EGGS FOR SIX DAYS...

and it's okay...nakakapag-aral naman ako.



well,you get the idea..so,having him around,wow!indeed,is some kind of a miracle or something.Is this God's grace for me (for I know I don't deserve this)?my hopes are as high as heaven I think.

my brother could finally go to college
I would have a net book (as he said so)


I texted him if he could support my college as well,but for two days I doesn't get any reply.
Was that phone call real?is my childhood daydream indeed is happening?


I'll post when I found out,please pray for me...
I hardly need it,now that it's official,my granny wouldn't support my study next semester...



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