The surprise recommendation of my blog from Mind Reader starts it all-the smile,the blush,the gratitude.Aside from those,it also become an indication of a sudden decision of availing an unlimited text.I'd thank her for her post on our group,more significantly for reading my blog.I mean,reading THIS - my thoughts,my feelings,my experiences!
I saw Peter Pan by the way.
And he asked me to spell that adjective 'User'.I'm really starstruck (well,that's Peter.But perhaps not) but not surprised by the way he'd greeted me.I was about to respond and spell it: "U" "you.."when he eventually fly (as quick as I blink) without a sound,without a look,without recognition.Maybe Peter is just power-tripping on me or something or maybe it just came naturally for him to don't care. It was as if I'm the one who'd never been there,as if I'd never exist.
Wherever he flies after our encounter,I wouldn't know.I just caught myself looking up to the sky,searching for just a little trace of him.The trace that would be my proof that it REALLY happened,not just an excess of my squeezed imagination.
Yet,I saw nothing.No trace.No proof.
My feet carry me forward though,leaving that moment behind.Yet the thought of him never fly away,never really leave my psyche.I am distracted,yes.I get to feel happy,way happier than I deserve.I get to influence people (?),somehow.And could apparently help them.I write.I read.I smile.I love.
Oh,Blue is in here-on my blog.He's one of my thoughts' follower and hopefully a reader as well.I want to thank him and say "keep it up!Let's blog!Real life experiences and sentiments from your own are the best blog entry of all!"
But at the end of the day,I'm just and still be: Ycah.Never been and will be in any part of Peter Pan's story,not his Wendy nor Tinkerbell.But I can fly above the clouds,dance with the stars and tell and carry my dreams to the smiling moon (though I can never be in Never-land),while Peter Pan fly his own.
*magical sound*
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