Wednesday, January 15, 2014

My Beginning...my Forever

In case you certainly want to make me cry, remind me of the cross. You know what, I can't even breathe because of what He did for us ---for me. Breathless. Totally breathless. Breathtaking you say.

Reminded of His wounds that made me healed.. reminded of His question"Do you love ME?"..reminded of His suffering and death..reminded of His purpose for me..

He's calling me to trust in Him. He's calling me to trust in His love...

yung grabeng love.

yung love na mapapahagulgol ka...

yung love na too good to be true, but true.

Parang ang sarap sarap Nya lang yakapin. And I just feel that He's hugging me.

I trust in Jesus. I trust in my Father who gave Him for me...

Lord... how beautiful You are..

I have the best life because I have You...

Monday, January 13, 2014

Cat Fight

Last Sunday, after eating with my co- week 2 Junior Kids volunteers, I just hastily felt an intense pain on my leg. I was shocked and surprised because I really don't know what happened. I eventually saw a cat and..I realized it scratched me. (I'm not even sure if it's a scratch or what..it's so fast..it happened in seconds!)

I've  been struggling about these thoughts:

..should I see a Doctor or what? I got a little headache, cold and cough..
..should I have a vaccine? It's so expensive and I'm afraid of injections..
..what if I don't? I don't want to have Rabies! That's really a serious disease!
..but I'm wearing pants when the cat scratch me..maybe the saliva didn't go further?
I even wash the wound in soap and water.  I even go to the health center yesterday and told me that if it's just a scratch, I should just clean it up with Agua Oxinada and Betadine.

But I searched google.. tons of tips...symptoms and all.
I should get a vaccine right away on Day 0 but it'll be Day 3 tomorrow. I'm still here and confused.

My Mom said if it's just a scratch I don't need a vaccine. ..

Okay..I think I would really go to the Doctor and let them decide..


Consultation tomorrow... Whew!

When my hope is gone
When the fear is strong
When the pain is real
When the it's hard to heal.

When my faith is shaken
And my heart is broken
And my joy is stolen
God I know that you lift me up
You never leave me searching ....

#firstfight




Thursday, January 9, 2014

God's Faithfulness 2013

Here's the list of my answered Faith Goals last  year:

>   Personal Breakthroughs


(the specific ones)

Discipleship 2013

Ignite 2013

Foundation for Victory

To pledge for Real Life Foundation

Wake up early (lol. 2:45 AM na ko gumigising ngayon!)

Planner (got one from Light TV, thanks ate Jam)

I read the 3 books of Pastor Ru! (I have Roadtrip and Refuel..next year Back on Track..hahaha)

Have Savings



(The general ones)

to be more faithful in praying

more meaningful friendships





> Family

Relative's salvation (prayed the prayer of Salvation with my Inang)

To bring the at Victory (nakapagstart na mag one-to-one ang aking nanay, naisama ko na din ang aking Tita.let's continue to prayfor them :))

They know na na umaattend ako ng Victory. ^_^ (What a relief! hahaha)

restoration of relationships

A great work for my brother after graduation (he's now so generous.hahaha)

For my brother to pass his NC II exam

Healing for my Grand mother



> School or Career



I graduated this May 2013 with Honors (Cum Laude by grace!)

OJT at Light TV Network

A career with my passion (I looove teaching  encouraging and speaking in english  now..hahahahaha!)

Favor in our Thesis (whoa, thesis!!!!!)



> Ministry



Victory Weekend of Mela and Jenny

Harvest at every nation (answered to di ba?)

Victory Bulacan's growth

PUP Youth service

to one-to-one  a first year or Second year student (eto ang pinaka malupet, nakapg Victory weekend na sila..hahaha! Hi  Jimna(2nd year) , Heartlyn and Jhesie (first years)!!!





Prayer Partners..our God has been so faithful last year..here's to thank you for believing with me...!!



I'll Remember

I’ll remember this moment..when we share our faith..when we encourage each other after we fail…when we shout..and raise our hands to the Holy One. When we believe for nations and repent for our nation. The band led us to praise, our leaders led us to pray and we cry and we realized what-a-life.

When we thought “He is all that matters” .

When we just want to offer everything of us.

I’ll remember this feeling..when we stood with our hands raised up
in the midst of crowds who stands in faith and love…

All the prayers..all the mountains we’ll move..I will have the time of my life fighting this Good Fight with you..

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

My Beginning...my Forever

In case you certainly want to make me cry, remind me of the cross. You know what, I can't even breathe because of what He did for us ---for me. Breathless. Totally breathless. Breathtaking you say.

Reminded of His wounds that made me healed.. reminded of His question"Do you love ME?"..reminded of His suffering and death..reminded of His purpose for me..

He's calling me to trust in Him. He's calling me to trust in His love...

yung grabeng love.

yung love na mapapahagulgol ka...

yung love na too good to be true, but true.

Parang ang sarap sarap Nya lang yakapin. And I just feel that He's hugging me.

I trust in Jesus. I trust in my Father who gave Him for me...

Lord... how beautiful You are..

I have the best life because I have You...

Monday, January 13, 2014

Cat Fight

Last Sunday, after eating with my co- week 2 Junior Kids volunteers, I just hastily felt an intense pain on my leg. I was shocked and surprised because I really don't know what happened. I eventually saw a cat and..I realized it scratched me. (I'm not even sure if it's a scratch or what..it's so fast..it happened in seconds!)

I've  been struggling about these thoughts:

..should I see a Doctor or what? I got a little headache, cold and cough..
..should I have a vaccine? It's so expensive and I'm afraid of injections..
..what if I don't? I don't want to have Rabies! That's really a serious disease!
..but I'm wearing pants when the cat scratch me..maybe the saliva didn't go further?
I even wash the wound in soap and water.  I even go to the health center yesterday and told me that if it's just a scratch, I should just clean it up with Agua Oxinada and Betadine.

But I searched google.. tons of tips...symptoms and all.
I should get a vaccine right away on Day 0 but it'll be Day 3 tomorrow. I'm still here and confused.

My Mom said if it's just a scratch I don't need a vaccine. ..

Okay..I think I would really go to the Doctor and let them decide..


Consultation tomorrow... Whew!

When my hope is gone
When the fear is strong
When the pain is real
When the it's hard to heal.

When my faith is shaken
And my heart is broken
And my joy is stolen
God I know that you lift me up
You never leave me searching ....

#firstfight




Thursday, January 9, 2014

God's Faithfulness 2013

Here's the list of my answered Faith Goals last  year:

>   Personal Breakthroughs


(the specific ones)

Discipleship 2013

Ignite 2013

Foundation for Victory

To pledge for Real Life Foundation

Wake up early (lol. 2:45 AM na ko gumigising ngayon!)

Planner (got one from Light TV, thanks ate Jam)

I read the 3 books of Pastor Ru! (I have Roadtrip and Refuel..next year Back on Track..hahaha)

Have Savings



(The general ones)

to be more faithful in praying

more meaningful friendships





> Family

Relative's salvation (prayed the prayer of Salvation with my Inang)

To bring the at Victory (nakapagstart na mag one-to-one ang aking nanay, naisama ko na din ang aking Tita.let's continue to prayfor them :))

They know na na umaattend ako ng Victory. ^_^ (What a relief! hahaha)

restoration of relationships

A great work for my brother after graduation (he's now so generous.hahaha)

For my brother to pass his NC II exam

Healing for my Grand mother



> School or Career



I graduated this May 2013 with Honors (Cum Laude by grace!)

OJT at Light TV Network

A career with my passion (I looove teaching  encouraging and speaking in english  now..hahahahaha!)

Favor in our Thesis (whoa, thesis!!!!!)



> Ministry



Victory Weekend of Mela and Jenny

Harvest at every nation (answered to di ba?)

Victory Bulacan's growth

PUP Youth service

to one-to-one  a first year or Second year student (eto ang pinaka malupet, nakapg Victory weekend na sila..hahaha! Hi  Jimna(2nd year) , Heartlyn and Jhesie (first years)!!!





Prayer Partners..our God has been so faithful last year..here's to thank you for believing with me...!!



I'll Remember

I’ll remember this moment..when we share our faith..when we encourage each other after we fail…when we shout..and raise our hands to the Holy One. When we believe for nations and repent for our nation. The band led us to praise, our leaders led us to pray and we cry and we realized what-a-life.

When we thought “He is all that matters” .

When we just want to offer everything of us.

I’ll remember this feeling..when we stood with our hands raised up
in the midst of crowds who stands in faith and love…

All the prayers..all the mountains we’ll move..I will have the time of my life fighting this Good Fight with you..