You just want the tears to stop but you want to write. You know they will keep flowing.
There's just so much fear and you realized you're holding on to it too much.
You just can't let go anymore.
The hopes and dreams ...the expectations...the assurance...
Replaced with changes, doubts, hesitations
Slowly feeling like not being a goal, one to set aside, the not yet, the let's wait and see...
Not enough, not performing enough, not good enough, not amazing enough, not rich enough,not wise enough, not a blessing enough, not fun enough, not secured enough
Oh being known
But You know and loved.
You know and died...
You know and lived again..
You know and pursued..
You know and stayed
You know and kept on loving
You made me smile
You made me laugh
You cheered me on
You saw me as a blessing, a reward...
You believed I can
I just can't without You
I can't rise above who I am right now
Without You
We'll wait again and listen
As long as You want to
We'll love
As long as he wants to
We'll surrender
The pursuit never stops
The radiance remains
Shine and live the beauty He has
To have you is a blessing, it is a reward
Smile and breathe, my Lady
Be in awe of your Majesty
Ask and act
You'll always have Him.
You'll always have Him.
Always.
