Jhared

 

It's been less than three months and I’m still not sure if kakayanin ko to write about it. This is me trying.

It’s been less than three months since I lost the boy I loved the most and today is his first birthday that he’s nowhere anywhere on earth.

Hala ilang sentence pa lang iyak agad? Haha.

Oh that boy I prayed for when he was still in his mom’s womb.
(I wanted so much to name him “Yael” but of course the parents refused haha.)

The boy I hugged, played with and held hands with when we lost our grandmothers.

The boy who became my subject in a case study as I studied child development. Grateful that it allowed me to spend more time with him and to really observe his development...

The boy I envisioned to also study in UP (he used to wear my ID hehe), a drummer sa worship team, our world changer..

I attended a Sunday service with him one time. After watching a video about what God is doing in Laos, my heart was blessed when he chose to give what he had to the missions. At 7, God already used him to bless another nation!

The boy who suddenly whispered to me while we’re riding a jeepney…


Jhared: Ate May kailan ka ba magkaka boyfriend?”

Me: Hah? Hindi ko alam….

Bakit gusto mo na ko magka boyfriend?

J: Para may kasama ka na...


Grateful that God still allowed Jhared to meet Jayson. (We just didn’t know it was the first and last. )


Oh hat boy who wakes me up in the morning with my Bible on his hand for he’s so excited to hear Bible stories.


“Ate May, Jesus na tayo?”


So grateful for the privilege of sharing what Jesus did on the cross just to save him, us.
I know he knows that Jesus will always be our greatest superhero. (Now si Jesus na mismo nagkwekwento sa kanya)


Blessed birthday there with Jesus baby ko!

Grateful for He let us be with you for 8 years...almost 9. :)

Ate May loves and misses you so much!


Grateful that Jesus is real, heaven is real, and I’m sure to hug you again.