We're on the third week of ECQ (Enhanced Community Quarantine). We're mostly at home and only go out when we need to buy food. My days comprised of morning devotions on our rooftop (watching the birds too), eating breakfast, lunch and dinner, reading 8 books (one chapter each), watching one episode of a K drama and prayer meetings. On Sundays, I attend an online worship service and VG.
Things were going pretty well not until I heard that one of our neighbors was infected with the virus. He eventually passed away yesterday. I admit that fear started to creep in my heart. I tried fighting it through prayers and reminding myself of who He is.
It almost paralyze me but thank God He saved me. I was still able to start the mission that God gave me days ago- to reach out and share the Gospel to a student in the next room named Monica. I asked her the first 6 questions of The God Test.
The fear was still there since I knew that she also go out from time to time and that she don't take a bath, wash hands nor disinfected the items that she bought. She was also coughing at times.
But then God supplied passion and courage. What matters is her soul. I know her soul is unimaginably important to my God. She is His princess, His daughter, His bride. Jesus died for her too! I was also inspired by the missionaries who gave their life to reach out a killing tribe in Ecuador. Oh how they could give their life for the sake of the people who doesn't know Jesus. I feel like I am called to give all that I am as well for a lost soul.
Today, I'm praying that I'll be able to share the Gospel to her.
I heard her coughing again earlier. Will I really do it? Can really do it? But God just reminded me that He is a God who loves me and I bring Him great joy even before I do something for Him.
I was also reminded that I live for Him alone. To live is Christ, to die is gain. What matters is the mission, the advancement of His Kingdom.
I don't know what's going to happen in the coming days, but if ever this is coming home, I pray that He was honored in my life. I immensely want to thank Him for coming into my life. He saved me and became my Lord. I'll be forever grateful!
I'm grateful as well for the family He gave me.
Nanay, Mac, Angelo, Tita Laura, Tito Herly, Stephen, Tsongers, Ate Apps, Jhared and Jasper. .
Nanay, I love you. Sobrang nagpapasalamat po ako Kay God na ikaw Ang nanay ko! Ituloy mo na po One to One nyo please?
Tsongers, Mac, Ngilo, Jhared, Stephen, Jasper I pray that you'll be men of God! I seek Nyo Sya. I pray na ma disciple din kayo. Hanap Kayo ng leader sa church and ask Kung Sino pwede mag One to One sa inyo. It helped me a lot. I pray na mag grow Kayo sa faith nyo Kay God. Please? love you! You will be great Fathers and leaders in your family kapag si Lord ang na center ng life nyo. Mag-aral mabuti mga Bata! Love na love kayo ni Jesus!
Tsangers, salamat po for being a blessing to my life! Mag victory ka din kasama nila at mag pa one to one po please? Love you!
Wag po pala Kayo magpa misa. Hindi po iyon ang nakakapag papunta sa atin sa langit. Si Jesus Lang po at Ang ginawa Nya sa Krus para sa atin.
Makakabuti po if mag invite Kayo ng Pastor tapos tanong nyo po sa kanya Kung ano Ang Gospel para po makasama ko Kayo Kung nasaan man ako ngayon. Sa napaka sayang lugar na Heaven!!!!!! Kaya, wag na kayong malungkot Jan. Make sure lang na makakasama ko Kayo dito. I seek si Jesus!!!!!
Basahin ang mga verses na ito please:
Romans 6:23
John 3:16
Ephesians 2:8-9
Grateful as well to all the friends that I met, all the women I love, all my Spiritual Daughters! May you just all always fall more in love with Jesus!( Heartlyn, balik ka na sa Victory please? hahaha) love you all!my leaders. I'm blessed to have known you all!
Annnddddd of course, to the moG who's so brave to lay down his intention to pursue me and to say that he loves me. You are a miracle. A promise fulfilled before my very eyes. I'm grateful for you. Salamat sa pagiging patient sa akin at sa mga jokes ko. Haha. Thank you for meeting my family and caring for them. Everyday with you was like a dream and everything was just surreal! I know you'll meet a wonderful woman who's so in love with Jesus thus becoming a great suitable helper for you - all for the expansion of His Kingdom.
It's only a beautiful life because of Jesus.
May His will be done.
Don't get me wrong.
It's
not that I don't believe that He can and He will save and protect me (because
He already did on the cross). We're all dying in His time. I just don't want to
believe in the lie that I have time.
I
needed to write this. :)
P.S . Pursue Jesus. Serve.
Smile. I am happy with Jesus guys. See you in heaven y'all!
P.S . Pursue Jesus. Serve.
Smile. I am happy with Jesus guys. See you in heaven y'all!
Smile.
I'm still here on Earth! We will continue to fulfill His purposes alone.
:)
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