Wednesday, November 21, 2012

flipping

I never thought a movie could inspire me to write..it's just a strange thing since usually, a book or some posts would..

 it's called flipped.

after watching that, i really need to breathe. It speaks to me in a different yet wonderful way.


I love thoughts...

I love to learn and appreciate life.

I love just how Juli's relationship with her Dad goes...



We have thoughts, and it is very much creative and sweet.

I thought of fellowship, and it was just so amazing how God brought people into my life. Some, I was just staring at before- complete strangers. Not realizing we're meant to share life. I usually thought before that I'm not meant to be a friend of boys. Having guy friends is just not that normal for me, yes.... I have some, but not a really. But through Christ, now, I have friends, not just friends but  brothers - encouraging me, praying for me...

It's very sweet of God.


I thought of leadership. Growing up, i was honestly frustrated to lead. I think this way back then:  I was meant to be a follower forever. I mean, I never ever can think of times that the group I lead won or had a great time while I'm their leader. It was inside of me, eating me up every time. A voice that is always reminding me how i fail, how I'm not just qualified to do this and that. A prisoner of my own thought,i never wanted to lead, BUT (I'm starting to love this word)...

I am now,  amazingly. I know I'm not that good yet BUT I claim I would be. Leading and helping somebody with their walk with God is one of the miracles in my life.  Indeed, as my friend smiled about representing God in the littlest way, I smiled as He works through me. Who am I to be used by Him and be entrusted with His people? Compassion is the word. Jesus is the power.Love is the sum.

I thought of childhood. How i would write in little papers my dreams and hang it in a tree in front of our home. I always thought it's great to look back, that it's great to be reminded the things that made you breathe with all the smiles - climbing and sitting on a tree, be brushed by the air and stare at the orange horizon. I can relate very much at  how Juli loved the sycamore tree. It is the only way she can see life in it's most wondrous state.

"come on! You won't believe the colors! It's absolutely magnificent! ... you've got to come up here!" - Juli Baker


I don't need to come up there for I believe I am there. Come on!

Yes, you won't believe the colors  and it's so magnificent with Jesus.

He got my dreams, He is carrying me, He brushes me with His love, and He is the horizon you'll forever want to stare at with all the smile.

He is our only way to see life in it's most wondrous state.

It's very sweet of God.

I love to love to learn and to appreciate life.

Call it a wistful thinking but I always imagine myself wearing a ball gown. :) I would smile, sometimes I would laugh at myself (secretly of course). That is every time I  feel I'm leading to thinking that I'm  not good enough or beautiful or smart or kind. Maybe it's not just my wistful thinking, but it's  God's way of comforting and reminding me how special I am for Him.

I used to remember how I called myself a "desperate loser" and how it turned into  "God's Princess". Everything in between is priceless, t'was Him, nothing but Him.

In His love, i'm learning more and more and more. Appreciating life is nothing but a nothing response.  Appreciating is like smiling in a bit word. Nothing compares when you live life with Him and Him alone. You will embrace, love and will never let go...

Oh yes, the ball gown. It's His love.



" I never wanted you to forget how you felt when you're up there"

-DAD

Sometime we do forget, but we're reminded.

It's very sweet of God.








It wasn't just like a movie, I thought. It is a reality waiting for all. 





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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

flipping

I never thought a movie could inspire me to write..it's just a strange thing since usually, a book or some posts would..

 it's called flipped.

after watching that, i really need to breathe. It speaks to me in a different yet wonderful way.


I love thoughts...

I love to learn and appreciate life.

I love just how Juli's relationship with her Dad goes...



We have thoughts, and it is very much creative and sweet.

I thought of fellowship, and it was just so amazing how God brought people into my life. Some, I was just staring at before- complete strangers. Not realizing we're meant to share life. I usually thought before that I'm not meant to be a friend of boys. Having guy friends is just not that normal for me, yes.... I have some, but not a really. But through Christ, now, I have friends, not just friends but  brothers - encouraging me, praying for me...

It's very sweet of God.


I thought of leadership. Growing up, i was honestly frustrated to lead. I think this way back then:  I was meant to be a follower forever. I mean, I never ever can think of times that the group I lead won or had a great time while I'm their leader. It was inside of me, eating me up every time. A voice that is always reminding me how i fail, how I'm not just qualified to do this and that. A prisoner of my own thought,i never wanted to lead, BUT (I'm starting to love this word)...

I am now,  amazingly. I know I'm not that good yet BUT I claim I would be. Leading and helping somebody with their walk with God is one of the miracles in my life.  Indeed, as my friend smiled about representing God in the littlest way, I smiled as He works through me. Who am I to be used by Him and be entrusted with His people? Compassion is the word. Jesus is the power.Love is the sum.

I thought of childhood. How i would write in little papers my dreams and hang it in a tree in front of our home. I always thought it's great to look back, that it's great to be reminded the things that made you breathe with all the smiles - climbing and sitting on a tree, be brushed by the air and stare at the orange horizon. I can relate very much at  how Juli loved the sycamore tree. It is the only way she can see life in it's most wondrous state.

"come on! You won't believe the colors! It's absolutely magnificent! ... you've got to come up here!" - Juli Baker


I don't need to come up there for I believe I am there. Come on!

Yes, you won't believe the colors  and it's so magnificent with Jesus.

He got my dreams, He is carrying me, He brushes me with His love, and He is the horizon you'll forever want to stare at with all the smile.

He is our only way to see life in it's most wondrous state.

It's very sweet of God.

I love to love to learn and to appreciate life.

Call it a wistful thinking but I always imagine myself wearing a ball gown. :) I would smile, sometimes I would laugh at myself (secretly of course). That is every time I  feel I'm leading to thinking that I'm  not good enough or beautiful or smart or kind. Maybe it's not just my wistful thinking, but it's  God's way of comforting and reminding me how special I am for Him.

I used to remember how I called myself a "desperate loser" and how it turned into  "God's Princess". Everything in between is priceless, t'was Him, nothing but Him.

In His love, i'm learning more and more and more. Appreciating life is nothing but a nothing response.  Appreciating is like smiling in a bit word. Nothing compares when you live life with Him and Him alone. You will embrace, love and will never let go...

Oh yes, the ball gown. It's His love.



" I never wanted you to forget how you felt when you're up there"

-DAD

Sometime we do forget, but we're reminded.

It's very sweet of God.








It wasn't just like a movie, I thought. It is a reality waiting for all. 





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