King's Crown and Black Gown

A'ryt,what happened?I went there at the second location..I went..really..without knowing the place..without certainty of how I could go home and all,I went with all that unclear details.

I'm nervous,you can tell,I'm on a ride without knowing when to say "para".With the confusion of the name "complex" and "center".I don't know really,but I can't miss the opportunity..

I was there,walking slowly,looking around like a fool does..still,I don't know were to go.Gazing around helplessly for I can't see any sign of them (my loves) being there..no dinner yet,all I can see are people on their jogging pants,running..eating..laughing,playing,exercising and all.No SC.NO Shooting.I went everywhere,at least I think I did.Even on a multiple basketball and volleyball courts (I almost get hit by one).I walk through the huge arena...though everyone else is running..I am walking desperately..


you know how that felt like?the confusion,where the hell are they?there are many possibilities why I can't see them.Perhaps,I'm too late or too early..still,I don't know.Confusion that,how am I going to go home and all...


I bought burgers...ate,still looking around..I want to cry badly in front of everyone..I'm missing something everyone,please help me!!!!!!but I didn't,but I can't.


slowly,really,slowly...I walked back to the entrance...and finally asked the guard "wala po bang shooting dito?"

"shooting? WALA."


CARRYING MY OUTRAGEOUS OUTFIT -KING'S CROWN AND BLACK GOWN I SLOWLY LIFTED MY FEET OUT.

THIS IS MY WORST NIGHT.EVER.

between chances and consequences

I'm currently feeling it-my hands..it's shaking as I'm trying to encode my thoughts.I honestly didn't know how to transmit my feelings into the keyboard right no,but I'm trying.Please,just be patient with me.

Discreet is the word,It made one confused when someone's asking you to not be discreet about stuff.And the stuff,the stuff is the stuff that's indeed making me nervous and problematic right now,yet very privileged for the chance..I know,this could just one of the REAL once in a lifetime moments..it may not come throughout my lifetime..and to anyone else...



I'm asked to be apart of something big,i mean,really...big!!!!Huge that is the meaning of my life and that is the culprit of the crime that is me now...Just a few days ago..I almost cried thinking about changes within me,the topic I really tried to shrugged off..but I know it's existing...and now...there's something happening that I just can't let go...something's happening that would tell be directly in my face that IT'S OVER.Maybe not..but I'm getting there...

This post is nowhere to go...it's a sudden blast of something that might happen in my life or something I'll forever regret doing or not doing...In the end all I know is...

I can have the chance and the consequence...

I'll update what happened soon...

What Might have been Posted Really

This post is a collection of what I might write about during those times that my insecurities were eating me up again,the times that I'm so afraid of handling a pen and meet it with the paper,the times that I don't have time,perhaps the time that I just hesitate and the times that my lazy nerves attacked my hand...

..to be encoded HAHA

S Love

Dulaang UP presents Amphitryon

here's my reaction paper for Amphitryon,the play that I love so much!!!



Less expectation can ultimately lead to a great awed experience.

Yes.I already watched a play at University of the Philippines before but it doesn’t meet what I’m thinking that I would feel,disappointment arrives. Yet still,the excitement is there,after all,THAT’S UP!I just can’t help but be thrilled with the idea…

Regarding the play,wow,I’m still finding the right way to describe that theatre experience.All I want is to just show it off perhaps?Two-thumbs up,standing ovation,around of applause,scream coupled with that ear-to-ear smile all the way home.You can tell obviously that I really,really,LOVE IT!

I love the storyline.
Honestly,it’s my first time to hear or to know that story of Amphitryon,that is why maybe I find it hard to pre-empt what’s gonna happen next and I love it that way.I love how the conflict of the trios were the same and then differs.

I love the genre and duration.
If I’m not mistaken,the genre of the play falls under a farce,the theme somehow falls under mistaken identity or a stolen identity perhaps?So wonderful that would really make your day full of pure laughter!Two-hours of great surprising laugh-indeed awesome!

I love the set design.
It makes the transition from real life to stage life!So wonderful spectacle-how it transform into different setting in a very simple way!

I love the actors.
Especially Mr. George de Jesus III and Mr. Neil Sese.I'm feeling much privileged for the chance to watch them.The other casts did well too!Wow,their performance was indeed exemplary for me!I feel a mixture of romance and comedy!

I love the Script's translation.
Bravo for Mr. Josè Estrella!He adapted it so well that I almost forgot that it's a foreign story!The dialogue execution and combination of real lines to punch lines to power lines!(Whatever that suppose to mean)

I love the ending SO MUCH.
It made me feel like I'm part of the sky,the heavenly bodies,the galaxy and the universe!I must admit,that's my favorite part in terms of the effects but somehow become that one which I hate for it indicates the end of a really wonderful experience.Thus,after writing this aftermath,may I always remember this joy I'm feeling right now.


P.S Neil Sese is so cute and good actor!!!!:)))I love him already!!!

what might've been posted

the blog or the writer perhaps is under construction..:)